Another tough days has passed..

yesterday.. one of my responsibilities in one of Student Organization in Campus has 'passed away'.. wakaka... :'D it just great to be 'alone' a while, you know.. got less thing to be responsible for.. have more time for my self.. explore my hobbies.. but in the same time, i felt quite 'useless'.. what will i be if i'm not in those organization. yup, one of my point to get involved with any affiliation is to be recognized for who i am, and also as an identity.. anyone know what am i walking about..??

well, anyway.. i think that 'normally' no one should live their life with doing nothing.. everyone should have responsibilities of something in their life.. it the nature to be human.. to think, to do something, to use their brain cells, to explore the possibilities in life..

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this has been a great day..

yeah.. this has been a great day.. well, i knew that the situation was kinda unstable lately, specially with these all new responsibilities that i'm going through in campus.. but i still feel that this is my day..

i wake up early in the morning (well, 7 am is relatively 'early' for me.. hehe..), got my self in nice morning-type conversation with my roommates, and having my self in a nice talk with my lecturers which will graded the proposal for my final thesis.

so, to make it short, what i learn from today are.. first thing first; don't make yourself wait in uncertainty, do whatever you can do; don't wait for another minutes for doing something that you can do this very minute..

just hope that everything will went fine..

it should have been a nice week..

yes, it should be..!!

last week, i got my proposal for my final thesis accepted (smoothly..!!). my roommates were very kind. my family had been very supportive. even though i'm single, but i enjoyed my time with my friends..

but today..?? i feel like i had done something wrong in manage my time.. i woke up late, almost late to an ceremonial occasion (yea.. so i took a "short-bath".. so what..!?!), got my self into an argue with my subordinat, had me run into a lecture (which turn to be a boring one..!! i fell asleep twice when the lecturer spoke about.. hmm.. i dont remember..), and had my schedule for another job been ruined..

did i take to muck thing to handle so i find it hard to arrange the time..?? but what will i do with my extra time..?? i just get bored and in the end, having me go with no spesific place to go and just wasting time and money..

however, i dont know what i need actually.. will it be better if i have someone beside me..?? maybe.. or it might lead to another problem..

i think i just need time to work it out.. hopefully..

this has been a rough day..

this is my first blog.. katanya sih.. dengan rajin nulis, kita bisa lebih tau soal diri kita sendiri.. yang lain bilang kalo nulis adalah salah satu bentuk ekspresi diri.. kata gw.. nulis itu tergantung mood.. dan sebenernya ga penting2 amat.. was..

tapi ternyata ada beberapa hal belakangan ini yang buat gw pengen nulis.. soalnya gw bingung temen2 gw pada kemana.. org2 tempat gw dulu sering share udah ga ada di deket gw.. dan gw harus admit klo sebagian besar adalah salah gw.. orang yang sering sweep away org2 yang sebenernya care ma gw.. knp..?? bosen..

any way, sebenernya gw ga pernah sendiri, banyak kog org2 di sekitar gw, cuma sedikit bgt yang mo denger cerita gw.. emang gw yang ga bs cerita apa ya..?? nulis juga ga pernah.. jadinya.. kebanyakan masalah ya dipendem sendiri.. anyone do the same thing..??

however, gw percaya klo hidup harus terus jalan.. skripsi ini harus slese.. kejombloan ini akan segera berakhir DGN SEMESTINYA.. hehe.. dan blog ini smoga terus bisa ter-update terus..

nice to meet you "mbu's mblog".. hehe..